I couldn't bare moving camp after yesterday so we've stayed put and I've gone for a walk to the hilly spot where I can see home.
How could I have been so... idiotic.
I've sat here for a few hour now trying to figure out how I can make this right. And I don't think I can.
I need to concentrate on Red and the two Johns and My estate, I need to settle down, With or without Marian... I need to face facts that twelve refusals is not good... and grow up.
There's a Cow eating my hair.... ?
Why is there a Cow eating my hair....
I'm here trying my best to reflect on what I need to do and there is a cow eating my hair...
DO I LOOK LIKE A PIECE OF GRASS?!
RIGHT! I'm taking it back to camp. At least we can have a decent meal tonight...
Unless....
Okay... I'll bet this is what John was looking at with the others yesterday. So I'll take it back to camp, and see how things play out. That's thinking things through... Right?
Eugh.. Cow saliva in my hair... Now I need to Bathe.
Okay I've stood up and it's still trying to eat me! ....